life... well.. MY life is an ongoing oxymoron. a series of ironic randomness that make up my every days. easy is never the adjective to describe me (yeah... in ALL aspects wink wink). i'd like to say, being a little complicated has its perks, gives you the license to reinvent yourself. but most of the time, its just... hmmm complicated.
my love affair with difficulty is just as dragging as my relationship with commitment phobia... stupid as it sounds. i do not know how it is to be simple. everything is abstract and never concrete. maybe that explains why i hate math and logic.
my family quit deciphering, the boylet always expects the unexpected... maybe loving does not always mean understanding, its more of accepting who you are, and who you're not.
so now... in all the imperfections i have packed through the years... stress-smoking, career confusion, chronic neurosis, hormonal imbalance, over-thinking, a string of hopeless relationships... commitment phobia...
i hope i get to know what i'd want to be when i grow up...
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in a nutshell
a professional procrastinator. a closet lap dancer. an advocate of history, culture and female empowerment. a fairy to the cinderGAYllas. a band junkie. an amateur good person. a hardware shopper. a stiletto sprinter. a wannabe digital artist. a clueless instructor. a repentant wild child. a former catholic schoolgirl. a self confessed technosexual. a bad cook. an even worse driver. the worst singer alive. the smartassed village idiot. the patient bargain hunter. a sophomore algebra repeater. an honor student. a graduate of Fine Arts. a self inflicted glucose addict. a hopeless chocoholic. a relationship cynic. a three-shot drinker. a perennial jerk magnet. a proud thomasian. a prouder filipina. an excellent researcher of anything non academic. a blog whore. a pseudo-relationship expert. a platonic love buffer. a dense crushee. a pedestrian. a tarantista. a fag's hag. an adventurer. a certified papa's girl. an eyewear collector. the lucky owner of a saprid charcoal. never vain. never prissy. never became and never will be high maintenance. a guy's guide to the twisted female mind. has very nice lingerie. has a belly button ring . had a tattoo two and a half inches above her butt crack. a friendster non-user. turning twenty-ish in june. is a relationship cynic. is a hopeful romantic. is mortal and divine. single. never married. no kids. a government employee. the mayor's monkey. an intramuros slave. an illustrado trainer. a sinner and a saint.
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