28.10.09

curing the incurable phobia of commitment

it is like discovering the wonder drug that would miraculously heal people from cancer... or some scary illness like... i dunno...stupidity (?!)

i 'm not sure, but i guess my fear of commitment stems out of probably a string of bad match ups and pseudo-relationships. or maybe even farther than that, somewhere in my childhood perhaps? though i'm not exactly sure.

one thing i got right is that, "commitment" specially long term ones get to me. maybe thats why i become allergic to the word "forever", or the main reason why i dont go to salons and get all stuff done... i hate the maintenance, and the hassle of a routine.

now i'm stuck with no future plans and bad, bad hair.

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